i love it so much when you guys send me messages!

i love hearing what you have to say and how you feel about things and responding, it makes my day xx 

This isn't a question but I'd like to say that I really love your account. Keep up the good work. c:

@Anonymous

thank you so much darling! messages like this make my day :) 

do you ever find yourself sitting there thinking about how badly you need to talk to that one person, but then realize that that one person doesn’t exist? that there’s nobody out there that will understand and be able to comfort you and tell you that everything is going to be okay and actually mean it. and the breath catches in your throat as you realize that you are completely and inescapably alone in your life. and you feel like if some disaster struck and your family or friends were no longer there, there would be nobody left to hear your cry. because nobody else would know that you were there. and it’s the scariest goddamn thing in the world, and there’s no way to get away from it except to just wait for the feeling to pass so that you can keep living your life until it happens again.